day 20.
had kind of a weird day today. dreamt about my mom last night - she way laying down and looked so peaceful. i'm not sure if she was just sick or what had happened to her - she looked fine. i for some reason thought she was dead and was so upset by it. my friend, mike, was waiting to hear the news, and he asked me, and i told him she was dead. we were crying as he gave me a big hug. for some reason, i had to help my dad with a tractor and moving stuff or something, anyway, i was riding on a tractor with him, when he told me that she was just sleeping and she wasn't dead after all. super strange and rather depressing. whenever i dream about her we never speak to each other. i can't ever speak to her, and she's never spoken to me - to my friend heidi, but never to me... i don't get it. anyway - i woke up from that and fell back asleep to dream about making tanktops with flowers on them? goodness it was a weird night. i woke up feeling like i've been crying for the past 8 hours...
onto my day - took parker for a little walk, and went into dickson city (without any directions) and filled out my paper work for picture me studios at walmart, picked up some more dog food for my growing pup, picked up some bread for dinner, and made it back home (without getting lost!)
kelly made some delicious chicken soup for dinner - goodness it was so good! we had a nice dinner together, and all sat around the fire afterwards. cameron and i ended up cooking some smores in the fireplace! they turned out really good - though, i'm pretty sure i singed most of my right arm hairs :-)
sorry i didn't take many photos today - like i said - i was a bit thrown off today. hopefully things will look up for tomorrow! can't wait for mike and jes to get here in a few days!!
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